I’ve had plenty crushes throughout the years growing up but I gotta say I’ve never been so infatuated with someone in my 17 ½ years of living. I prefer not to use his real name so let’s call him “Tim Wong” (I know cheesy last name lol) he was like 5’6 or so, very quiet type, swoopy black Asian hair, and always had a fresh pair of air Jordan’s that completed his outfits.
(I loved when he would wear is all black outfit with his lil white designer belt, I thought it was soooo sexy!) but it was sophomore year when I grew feelings for him, and I could never really talk to him… I mean we had biology together and we sat right next to each other! Like elbow to elbow close! You would think I would be all nervous breakdown and whatnot but I wasn’t, I played it cool every time he would sit next to me but on the inside I was spazzing with happiness (Like OMG he’s right next to me! Or OMG I just brushed my hand against his arm!)
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We did do a couple projects together though; we even made an “unofficial” baby lol the assignment was that we had to flip a coin to determine what trait our “baby” would have. This is the funny part; our “baby” was lucky enough to get almond eyes (his traits) and full lips!(my traits) xD the other girl that was in our group was all like “awww it’s a sign!” clearly she got the hint but I played it off like “heh nahhh” and tom just looked away and laughed (it was so cute!) But you wanna know what was AMAZING???? WE SHARE THE EXACT SAME BIRTHDAY!!! 7/26/94 baby!! Hahaha that was one topic that had us talking for a little bit. This was how it sort of went:
Other Student: “I wished my birthday was in the summer or something and not in the school year”
Me: “aww, mine is in July”
Tim: “july the what?”
Me: “the 26th” :)
Tim: “mines to, wait what year?”
Me: “ ‘94” :) (I kept smiling as I talked to him)
Tim: “same here.. what time were you born?”
Me: “erm… I have no idea” :/
Tim: “I’m probably older”
Yeah that’s all I can remember from that convo, but it was still amazing! So throughout my sophomore year all I did was admire from afar like the creeper I am. I knew he didn’t have a girlfriend then and I never really saw him with another girl (at least not at school) but again, I was a socially awkward weirdo and I was to embarrassed to try to get his attention or at least throw hints at him that I liked him (I always smiled when I talked to him, does that count? Lol) another reason was that I assumed he probably only go with Asian girls (I have a terrible habit of assuming things, I’ve gotten better though) or those pretty skinny girls with long silky hair.
So currently, I’m almost done with junior year and sadly I had no classes with Tim, but luckily I knew his whole class schedule! Only because he posted it on Facebook ha-ha. I have lunch with him but he’s always so far away. And I still walk pass him throughout the halls. My Best friend had German class with him and she tried to get him to go to prom with me but he said he’s not going cause he’s “busy” (probably going to work at whatever nail salon he works at) :/ buuut I did something pretty bold my junior year! I went old school and slipped a note in his locker >:D (well my friend put it In there, I was to wuss to do it) it was anonymous of course (I haven’t gotten that bold yet) but I basically wrote that I really liked him last year and figured he probably wouldn’t go out with me and I was ok with it (not really) I’m not sure if he read the not because he never really showed any emotion or signs that he read it, (well he did stare at me…A LOT.)I know he’s a pretty shy guy like me and that’s what I found most cute about him. I still find him attractive to this day but I gave up on him a long time ago.. BUUUT he’ll still have a lil spot in my heart lol
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